You're cute, you're charming,
You're the perfect person to date,
You're the perfect set of lips,
You're the reason I stay up late.

Sadly, so so sadly,
you left me hanging in confusion,
I'm turning red,
You're the perfect joke,
You're the perfect joke in bed.

YOU NEVER MAKE ME SCREAM,
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO CARE.
YOU NEVER MAKE ME SCREAM.

ARGHHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHA!

So which one shall I consider? The one who prompts or the one who waits?

What are you tryna say here?

Why now and not then when I was crying in front of this screen feeling like the stupidest girl on Earth?

Hmmm, maybe I overreacted.

OMG why am I so emotional regarding this?

I didn't see myself doing this.

Get your intentions right, approach me with the intended mindset, and leave me when necessary.

I'm pretty ambitious, yknow.

Aku tak suke bahasa lain, leceh nak paham. Don't you?

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PS/ School's ending this week, go fuck yourself and celebrate!
PSS/ HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY! I wanna come back with a sunkissed ass.

xoxo

Life is really a stage, and we're workers. Manage your stage, manage your life. Lots of cleaning, lots of wiping, lots of maintenance. Keep it neat and tidy. Keep it clear of redundant materials. Props come and go, changes in every scene. Same goes for the characters who step into the limelight. Walk around the stage to feel the space, the surroundings, the limitations of your ground, and those who walk with you so as to not tumble and crash against each other. The light's shining on you, but you cannot see the audience. You own the stage. You have the right to be here. You have the rights in your life. People just watch, and watch, and whisper. They hear you talking, see your gestures and have their own inferences.

This is realism. The stage is, a mirror.

The backstage. It's like the wrecking mind full of tension and corruptions but all kept in discreet. But walking to the stage smiling, and that's what the hypocrisy lies in the exterior, our facial expressions.

We are being the characters they told us to be. We are workers of establishing a story on stage, a life portrayed.

We're working.

And continue to work and work.

Establishing our own set of lives.

(Credits to Anwar Hadi for picture taken on last rehearsal of "Tiada Kesudahan")